No news is bad news

I have yet to hear anything regarding my job, which can only mean that I haven't been successful.

I feel pretty awful. Upset that I didn't get the job. Worried about having to continue with my current job and the stresses it causes. Irritated with myself for failing to get a job which I am more than capable of doing, which I would love to do, which I could do much better than I do my current one. Frustrated that whenever I try to do something to improve things I fail miserably.

Thankfully the Lovely Lady Duck has been giving me plenty of support. At least I am only morose about my uselessness, and disheartened about my future rather than anything more severe. I wish I could be even better than that for her though.

Ho hum, back to it all.